“You can believe in God, you can believe in Holy Ghost, you can believe in Christ but you cannot believe that it has any relationship with you, that you could be that great, that you could get your realization. So just feel it and enjoy it. First of all, don’t think, that’s why I say, “Don’t think.” Because as soon as you start thinking, Mr. Thomas in you will get up and say that “Hello, this cannot be Self-realization.”
Mr. Thomas was great, you see. Christ had all the disciples and I find all those types around, permutations and combinations and somehow Judas also, but they’re rarely to be found. But there are, no doubt and some are Thomas’s, and these Thomas’ are described as murmuring souls by Christ Himself. He said, “These are murmuring souls,” and they murmur and one murmuring souls comes to you, another murmuring soul in you joins hands and you start all murmuring together, start thinking.
Now at that time what have you to do on rational grounds is very simple. What have I done so far? I’ve done everything, did I get cool breeze? Did I get my self realization? Did I feel my own powers? Have I been able to feel myself and others? Because you see, your still not fully realized, you may not be able to feel the vibrations of another person, neither you will be able to feel your own vibrations. But there are so many people here who are Realized and they can feel yours, and they can verify.”
Shree Mataji Nirmala Devi Public Program Workshop, Sydney ( Australia ), 29 March 1981