When unconscious became conscious this is Samadhi

We go into Ceremony to talk with God August 29, 2016



Spirit is the source of joy November 16, 2010

“Spirit is the freedom, is the free being within us. It is detached. It cannot be killed. It cannot be thrown away. It cannot be burnt. It is eternal. Anant. It is eternal. That Spirit is joy. That Spirit is the source of joy. That emits joy. Joy is different from happiness and unhappiness.

Ego, when it feels pampered, it feels happy. “I” like it. This “I” business. Is ego pampering – that is no joy. Because you like to drink today and tomorrow you don’t like to have a headache. It has the double side of “I like” and “I don’t like”. You like something through your ego, dislike through your super ego. So it is a one coin and there are two faces, one is happiness and another is unhappiness. Joy is beyond that. Joy is a drama, seer, is a witness. You see a drama. You know it’s a drama going on. You just watch it as a drama. You’re not involved and you are seeing it and enjoying it. You are crying if you seeing something, you’re weeping but you know you are not that, it’s a drama. Seer, the witness. Your Spirit is the witness and when you become the Spirit you become the witness. You become the witness.

For example, you are seeing something through a window. There is something in the window, for example. Now, you enter inside the room and you see through the window. Your conditioning is like one wave arising in you as a thought, which comes from the past. It rises again and another thought comes up and goes in the past. First the past thought is there and then another future thought is there, it disappears. You see the thought rising but you can’t see the disappearing of the thought. In between that is the present. That’s the place is established, that present is established when your attention becomes enlightened by the Spirit. Either you think of the future or of the past. But I say now, at this moment, at the present, you cannot stand there because your Spirit is not enlightened. Because Spirit is the present. When you get your realization, you find that you are not thinking of the future or the past, you are just enjoying.

Everything becomes different. The whole life becomes a drama and the joy out of it starts coming out and you really enjoy small, small things here and there and you really understand how much joy was lost before realization. This is not your mental thing that gives you joy but the joy pours on you from your head just like he said, cool thing starts pouring down. As some people have a feeling of the attention rising up, it’s the same way, a cool sort of thing, flow of joy you feel in your whole body pours out. Sometimes this cool breeze that rises in the head also starts becoming like a fountain pouring down that joy. You look at a picture, for example you see this start of [unclear], you see David’s star, you see that. When you see that you can think about it or else you just watch this. Watch it and don’t think. The joy of the creation of that thing, whole thing, becomes one with you.

Like all the creation around a lake is completely felt in the lake if the lake has no ripples. Completely. In the same way, all that is joy, the Creator, whosoever it may be has put there. You get the complete joy within yourself because there is no thought. There is no barrier. No conditioning. The whole thing becomes one with you and you start feeling extremely happy. Extremely joyous. A feeling, which is indescribable. It is to be just enjoyed, to be felt. Like Kabira was asked, “Why don’t you speak now?” So he says in Hindi language, he is one of the terrific poets we have, he says, “Jab mast huye to kya huye.” “When I have gone into the nectar of the intoxication of the Spirit, now what can I talk. There is no word. No cup can fill this joy, no words can fill this meaning. You better be with me and get it and enjoy yourself.” That’s all he could say.


That’s what I say, the narrow vision has closed your eyes to so many beings. Even Christ you cannot understand. About Christ is written in Devi Mahatmiya, about Maha Vishnu, all His life is written, if you can read it you can find out that before coming on this earth you will see how He was created, what powers he was given, how He is the Son and all that is written. But for us, only you think that Bible is the authority. It is. But even to understand that Bible, as I told you, to understand Gita you better get realization. In the same way to understand that Bible also you have to get your realization. The One about Whom it is described had never been to a school. None of them have been to any school. For the first time in this life I have learnt this English language. I never knew this language in any one of my lives before. Because I knew I’ll have to talk to you. I’ll have to tell you about Spirit in this language.

But to understand it we have to read ancient scriptures. Beautiful ancient scripture are there which describes the nature of the Spirit. It is said that Spirit has three qualities. Satchitanand – Sat, chit, anand. Sat means “truth”, chit means “attention,” anand means “joy.” Sat is the “truth” – what is the truth now? If you see something white it is the truth, alright. But what is the truth of this shawl. A realized soul can know, not you, because his Spirit is enlightened. He sees the fifth dimension of this shawl. Let him hold it in his hands and he know that this is Mother’s shawl. Immediately he’ll feel those cool vibrations coming out of it. He’ll know that this is Mother’s shawl. That is the truth.


The four dimensions, which we know of, is not the truth but the fifth one which is the truth, which is the Spirit. Sitting down here you can find out about anybody what is he suffering from what are his problems, what are his chakras, it is absolute. This knowledge is absolute. If you have five or ten children who are realized and if you tie their eyes and ask them about a patient, what is he suffering from, they will all raise their fingers this, or this, or this, or all of them, whatever maybe the case. All of them will raise the same fingers, which is absolute knowledge. It cannot be argued. It cannot be refuted. It is what it is. And also today the man may be having these problems tomorrow he may not have at all. So then whatever was then is finished whatever is today that’s what they are going to tell you, so it is the truth. The rest is all is mithya, is false.”

Shri Mataji, founder of Sahaja Yoga, Public program Sydney, 3 April 1981


I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh September 23, 2010

“And it shall come to pass afterward That I will pour out My Spirit on all flesh; Your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, Your old men shall dream dreams, Your young men shall see visions.”-  NKJV Joe 2:28


Your inner roots of peaceful balance (Mooladhara chakra) April 9, 2010




John 3:3
In reply Jesus declared, “I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.”
John 3:2-4 (in Context) John 3 (Whole Chapter)
John 3:7
You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’
John 3:6-8 (in Context) John 3 (Whole Chapter)
Do you think that born again is certificate like in the school or should be something more? We can say thousands times “I am born again” but still is nothing more than a lip service.
Christ clearly specified how this can happen.
“5Jesus answered, “I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless he is born of water and the Spirit. 6Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to spirit. 7You should not be surprised at my saying, ‘You must be born again.’ 8The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.”
This happening should take place inside within us not outside. Where is the location of the Spirit and the Water within us?
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RUAH- Divine breath  



After the initial raising of the Kundalini (self realization) you may feel many things.  
You will likely feel some tingling or numbness on the fingertips.  As the Kundalini rises
it informs you through your central nervous system if there are any blockages on
your chakras.  See the section on Chakras to find out more information on the

It can be felt as a cool breeze in the palm of your hands or you may feel a slight
coolness at the top of your head.  It also starts a flow of divine grace inside us.  For
the first time we can feel the presence of the divine. It purifies the attention of the
person and establishes this awareness in the state of meditation.  You may also feel
some heat – this is the Kundalini cleaning some obstructions on your chakras – it is
not painful at all.
The Kundalini knows everything about you.  Whatever chakra she touches, she
knows what is wrong with that chakra before hand and she adjusts herself fully so
that you do not get a problem by the awakening.  If any chakra is constricted, she
waits and goes on slowly opening that chakra.
Related topics:
Knowledge of our roots
Why we need to purify our chakras?
Mother Kundalini



Children whose parents and families are under ongoing stress have more fevers with illness than other children. Published this month in the Archives of Pediatric and Adolescent Medicine, the study also shows the unanticipated conclusion that children’s natural killer cell function, part of the body’s innate immune system, increases under chronic stress, unlike adults, whose function is decreased. 

University of Rochester Medical Center
The word ‘Stress’ has a lot of reasons behind it. When a person says he is stressed out, he means he cannot keep a proper state of mind, rather it is difficult to keep a balanced state of mind.
So, whenever I feel stressed out after the day’s work, I come home and sit down for meditation. After meditation, I feel very very fresh and feel all the strain of the whole day go way, so much that I feel am ready for any other task now
Our subtle system is closely linked to our nervous system, which it keeps in balance. Indeed, we can detect the subtle system functioning within us due to the presence of a cool breeze, a prickling sensation or sometimes heat on particular parts of our hands or on top of our heads. Only the Kundalini has the power to awaken the subtle system, which can actually be felt on your hands.
Thus, once this mechanism is awakened and gradually mastered by practicing Sahaja Yoga, it becomes a marvelous instrument in developing the personality which we so look forward to becoming, and thus handle stress and become a very balanced person. 
Related topics:
Knowledge of our roots
Why we need to purify our chakras?
Mother Kundalini

KUNDALINI March 18, 2008


‘Kundalini is one of the greatest energies. The whole body of the seeker starts glowing because of the rising of the Kundalini. Because of that, unwanted impurities in the body disappear. The body of the seeker suddenly looks very proportionate and the eyes look bright and attractive and the eyeballs glow.’
– (Gyaneshwari, Chapter VI).

For the first time I had heard about Kundalini 25 years ago. According this book this power is residing in every one of us in dormant state. There were no any instructions how to awake this Kundalini power.  
At May 25, 1990 I was invited to Sahaja yoga program.  Sahaja Yoga is a unique method of meditation based on an awakening that can occur within each human being. Through this process an inner transformation takes place by which one becomes moral, united, integrated and balanced. One can actually feel the all pervading divine power as a cool breeze, as described in all religions and spiritual traditions of the world.
Kundalini is the power of pure desire within us, a motherly and soothing spiritual energy which lies dormant at the base of the spine in the sacrum bone.  Kundalini is a Sanskrit word meaning coiled up likes a snake.  The Kundalini is a primordial energy – a living energy that is completely pure and immaculate.  It cannot be stained or tarnished.  This Kundalini energy lies dormant until it is awakened by a process called Self-Realization.  Self Realization is the awakening of the Kundalini through the central channel, piercing through the six chakras above the sacrum bone and emerging at the top of the head (fontanel bone area) as a gentle “fountain of coolness”.
The Kundalini gives us the connection to the divine all pervading power.  She is the spiritual mother of each and every one of us, who nurtures and energizes our spirit.  She has always been with us and gives us the capacity for love and compassion.  She emits the impulse to search for something higher, for spiritual seeking.  She generates the power of pure desire – the power to evolve and to become one with the spirit
When the Kundalini rises, she awakens the spirit which is located in the heart.  When she touches the center of the Sahasrara Chakra we are bathed in vibrations.  Then the awakened Kundalini helps establish the sovereignty of the spirit over the different aspects of the subtle being and of our life.  As you experience the Kundalini raising it will point out the problems of your chakras and you feel it on your central nervous system as a tingling on your fingertips.  The Kundalini nourishes any of our chakras which are out of balance and corrects them.  When the chakras are clear enough for the Kundalini to rise without obstacles, we can feel the peace and enjoy thoughtless awareness.
As you experience the Kundalini raising it will point out the problems of your chakras and you feel it on your central nervous system as a tingling on your fingertips.  The Kundalini nourishes any of our chakras which are out of balance and corrects them.  When the chakras are clear enough for the Kundalini to rise without obstacles, we can feel the peace and enjoy thoughtless awareness.

Related topics:

RUAH- Divine breath
Why we need to purify our chakras?
Mother Kundalini



Can we fulfill the words Christ?  So far I am not familiar with person who can comply with these words.

27 “You have heard that it was said to those of old, ‘You shall not commit adultery. 28 But I say to you that whoever looks at a woman to lust for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart. 29 If your right eye causes you to sin, pluck it out and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell. 30 And if your right hand causes you to sin, cut it off and cast it from you; for it is more profitable for you that one of your members perish, than for your whole body to be cast into hell. –(NKJV)

DAY OF WRATH March 16, 2008


Verdi’s Requiem

Dies irae

Eternal rest grant them, O lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon them.
A hymn becometh Thee, o god, in Sion,
and a vow shall be paid to Thee in Jerusalem;
o hear my prayer.
all flesh shall come to Thee.
Eternal rest grant them, o Lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon them.
Lord have mercy on us,
Christ have mercy on us,
Lord have mercy on us

Tuba mirum

Wondrous sound the trumpet flingeth,
Through earth’s espulchres it ringeth,
All before the throne it bringeth.
Death is struck and nature quacking,
All creation is awaking,
To its Judge an answer making

Liber scriptus

Lo! the book exactly worded,
Wherein all hath been recorded,
Thence shall judgement be awarded.
When the Judge his seat attaineth,
And each hidden deed arraigneth,
Nothing unavenged remaineth.

Quid sum miser

What shall I, frail man, be pleading?
Who for me be interceding,
When the just are mercy needing?

Rex tremendae

King of majesty tremendous,
Who dost free salvation send us,
Fount of pity, then befriend us.


Think, kind Jesu, my salvation
Caused thy woundrous incarnation;
Leave me not to reprobation.
Faint and wary thou has sought me,
on the cross of suffering bought me,
Shall such grace be vainly brought me?
Righteous Judge, for sin’s pollution,
Grant thy gift of absolution,
Ere that day of retribution.


Guilty now I pour my moaning,
All my shame with anguish owning;
Spare, o God, Thy suppliant groaning.
Through the sinful woman shriven,
Through the dying thief forgiven,
thou to me a hope hast given.
Worthless are my prayers and sighing,
Yet, good Lord, in grace complying,
Rescue me from fires undying.
With Thy favoured sheep o place me,
Not among the goats abase me,
But to Thy right hand upraise me.


When the wicked are confounded,
Doomed to flames of woe unbounded,
Call me, with Thy saints sorrounded.
Low I kneel, with heart submission,
See, like ashes my contrition,
Help me in my last condition.


Ah, that day of tears and mourning!
From the dust of earth returning,
Man for judgement must prepare him;
Spare, o god, in mercy spare him.
Lord, all pitying, Jesu blest,
Grant them Thine eternal rest.


Lord Jesus Christ, king of glory,
deliver the souls of all the faithful departed
from the pains of hell, and from the deep pit.
Deliver them from the lion’s mouth,
lest hell swallow them up,
lest they fall into darkness;
and let the standard bearer, St. Michael,
bring them into the holy light.
Which Thou didst promise of old to Abraham
and his seed.
We offer Thee, o lord,
a sacrifice of praise and prayer;
Accept them on behalf of the souls
we commemorate this day.
And let them, o lord. pass from death to life.
Which thou didst promise of old to Abraham
and his seed.
Deliver the souls of the faithful
from the pains of hell.
Let them pass from death to life.


Holy, holy, holy,
Lord of hosts,
heaven and earth
are full of thy glory.
Hosanna in the highest!
Blessed is he that cometh
in the name of the Lord.
Heaven and earth
are full of thy glory.
Hosanna in the highest.

Agnus Dei

Lamb of god,
who takest away the sins of the world,
Grant them rest.
Grant them eternal rest.

Lux Aeterna

Let eternal light shine upon them, O lord,
with Thy saints for ever,
for Thou art merciful.
Eternal rest grant them, O lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon them

Libera me

Deliver me, o Lord from everlasting death
on that dreadful day,
when the heavens and the earth shall be moved.
When thou shalt come to judge the world by fire.
I quake with fear and I tremble,
awaiting the day of account and the wrath to come.
That day, the day of anger,
of calamity, of misery,
that great day and most bitter.
Eternal rest grant them, o lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon them.


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